In life a decision is not by throw dice or jus a random choose on 1 or 2.. sometimes when some decision just by putting some effort to think.. what to do & what to choose incase in your life time u will lose out alot of things in this world.. in a reality.. jus spent maybe 2 secs.. look atur palm.. look carefully.. u are living in the reality.. the people & nature u met is all reality.. just think twice in wadever u do.. noone can guide u the right way but yourself & only your guidance.. noone else.. Of cos those people who know about u but not those who always sided u... or u should know wad is fair & square.. in every own human.. theres angel & devil.. u should know who is talking the right stuff.. (: k bye


Life is actually pretty shitty too.. anyway.. wads the point when theres that person who suppose to fight for u.. end up stab u deeply? & yet u still fight for it.
At this point of time i just got two songs to hear.. "makes me wonder, down by jay sean"


chance & Chances has been given? Hints & Answers are already say & relvealed clearly.. things are already being say clear cut.. wishes Hav been shouting out LOUD.. & always beening repeated again & again & again..... but why nothing is being done? still being stab so hard deeply inside...

when i always fight for people.. but who is going to protect me & fight for me?
klabye...

Sometimes life is not as complicated as u think.. just spent 1 day.. walk in a very breezy day... stop your steps.. took a deep breathe.. look towards the blue blue sky.. & smile.. tell yourself.. u are glad that the earth is still turning rounds & rounds.. why not live well..?wad if tml nv comes.. what if after u slp & u are not able to be awaked anymore? it is a bless.. to know that u are alive the next day... no.. is not god no is not fate.. no is not superstitions is yourself.. is the enivorment is the sickness.. it the sabotage.. just a Small small mistake in life might just too your life away.. even u not slping? even u not taking care of your health. u get emotional everyday.. u cause someone worries.. it actually kills the cells.. for your info.. it actually shorten peoples life... it is true that every human got to go of this world.. but it is the matter of time.. u are blessed u will live longer.. yah it is true.. "bless" as i said bless is wad u can get for yourself.. is not u gonna ask for.. u feel bless u will be blessed... infact every human breathing right now.. are blessed... cause u are the one.. alive & kicking.. talking.. thinking.. walking.. having fun.. so treasure what u hav & cherish everything in your life.. cause i guaranty that u only live onces in this world & only onces........ live with joy by not cause any difficulty for else.. gd nite bud.. (:


To live a Better & perfect life.. sometime you got to step back inorder to have a wider view of perfects.. just like a logic.. with a further view every guys is handsome right.. but if u look closer.. HOHO.. Step back....& see u will see perfect..

day 1, day 2, day 3? get me a guitar i will sing u a song....

Sorry i gonna DEl my previous post.. is like a "throw face" problem.. anyway.. "gf" she dun treat me as BF then claim that "YOUR BF" will do this do that.. but will a gf when she is free.. she go do another things then talking to u? dun reply your msg? dun solve problems? only at 1 corner act as if she is a firece tiger control everything... have anot? claim that "its too late.. & all my fault for being angry & scold her..? " DO WRONG THINGS.. first.. know how to apologise.. & then know what to change & amend what u did wrongly.. not at there do rubbish stuff.. if i am not understanding BUT are u understanding? you are not.. i waited for so long.. YAH u say LONG.. after that u will say " i dint ask u to wait wad. " <-- nice right.. so meaning that Bf should only MAKE use of GF & GF MUS always MAKE use of BF.. so thats your defination.. now i know.....

i feel the salty waves come on
i feel the, crash againist my skin
and i smile as i respire because i know they'll never win
there's a haze above my tv
that changes everything i see
and maybe if i continue watching
i'll lose the traits that worrues me

Can we fast-forwad to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
i wanna live a live with a new perspective
you come along because i love your face
and i'll admire your expensive taste
and who cares divine intervention
i wanna be praised from a new perpextive
But i leaving now would be a good i dea
So catch me up on getting out of here

Taking everything for granted but we still repect the time
we move along wirh some new passion knowing everything id fine
and i would wait and watch the hour fall in a hundred separate lines
But i regain repose and wonder how i ended up inside

can we fast-forwad to go down on me?

Stop there and let me correct it
i wanna live a live with a new perspective
You come along becus i love your face
and i'll admire your expensive taste
and who cares divinie intervention
i wanna be praised from a new perspective
but leaving now would be a good idea
so catch me up on getting out of here
(Getting ot here)

More to the point i need to show
how much i can come and go
other plans fell through
and put a heavy load on you
i know there's no more that need be said
when i'm inching through your bed
take a look around instead and watch me go

Stop there and let me correct it
i wanna live a life with a new perspective
you come along becus i love your face
and i'll admire your expensive taste
and who cares divine intervention
i wanna be praised from a new perspective
but leaving now would be a good idea
so catch me up on getting out of here

It's not fair, just let ne perfect it
don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me ip on getting out of here
so catch me up i am getting out of here



( i type out all this.. cos internet doesnt allow me to copy it)

kk enjoy.. New perspective by panic at the disco

all i do is to wait for ur time to be free.. so now u are free. end up is all the lies & empty promise.. liars................... rmb what u did............

Oh no.. what a weather that came on me.. my joint is pain again.. especially that operation ANKLE.. is abit swallon again... my body is burning my skin is sensitive pain.. feel like slping but u cant slp.. lay on bed the bed tend to get hotter cause from my body.. Heart are pumping harder & aching.. ah.. weaking.. finally SICK.. damm.. superman are now down...... & asleep..

*auto healing*


who can see the pressure in me?

i REALLY had enough .. really enough.. how long u need to slp per day? 10? 12? 14? hours? unless u are telling me u work 12 hours, slp 12 hours.. travel time? no time to contact me? ignore my msg? nv reply? busy busy busy? stress? i had enough... ALL THE NONSENSE really sick of all the reasons & lies.. really.. i had ENOUGH.. i am human.. i got pride i got integrity.. i put off all my shield & face u as wad i am really are.. i am fighting for u always.. u keep killing me in the end.. u say you are bad.. u saying that u are not good enough for me.. but seriously.. i have been putting & giving in all the time... but end up wad is the exchange? treat me better by not creating all the unwanted problems & obstacle? why make ur life so miserable? is like getting from good to worst.. the world is not turning only for u.. i need to breathe.. i got equally 24hours u got it too... its up to u already.. maybe u think that i am not considerate that u are tired & busy.. but if i dun.. i wont msg u at the time u woke up everytime......... i am tired.... i given u chances..................................... take it or leave it............................................

i am here for a reaason.. live well happily.. life is really short.. cut the heaven & hell crap.. we shall say EARTH.. earth consist of "hell" & "heaven" it is not believe or wad.. but live well in the earth.. yes i am going to do so.. who is joining me? (:

Its 533 post already.. i am 22th years old now is like OLD duh.. i tot after all this years maybe 22th will be a great new start.. but i guess a problem with no head keep harass me like crazy.. no thread no crew no smell no plan no secrets way or any remedy to solve it.. i guess i am too reality already... wadever i think i get reality to solve it first.. priority is reality too.. reality is.. the time never wait for u.. time nv wait for god too.. time will only stop u from breathing.. time will make ur heart beat fast & stop your heartbeat.. & will nv stop u from getting old.. maybe while other time is still running ur time stop.. i am quite tired.. imagine i have been running infront of the time waiting for u.. when the time reaches i run forwad again & stop.. is not that i wanted u to know how bad & how long i waited for u.. i just wanted to let u know just stop for me onces... & let me board the train..........

Nowadays coughing is everywhere.. miracle i got it too.. rain came & go.. sun smile & turn emo.. the weirdo symthom is back.. take care yah..

Anyway i am Ords in like few months of time.. less then half a year life is not gonna change much.. i will just be like tat.. what am i now.. i got no time to think of other things but to earn more money.. life is not only living for the sake of relationship & money i mean is not only.. so by then... if u are saying that i might noe more gals.. i guess the pass 15 years i might already be a cassnova already yah.. i stand a place on earth u too & eeveryone does.. why not live well & happy before its too late......... i know fate too much

okay.. thats it.. birthday celebration had end.. not much either.. even my 21th i rmb-ed i was in camp eating some Peanut butter night snacks.. i guess birthday to me is like nothing onces i said .. is my mum's happier day..cos he got herself a SON.. anyway.. this SAT they Claim that celebrating me & chee hao's birthday.. yah i guess will end up with some "waterFalls" & "graveyard" so sian.. i guess the best way of celebrating is not sabo each other.. the best is that u can meet the 1 u wished to meet everyone gather..talking & laughter all nite long.. anyway not fancy any clubs.. very boring.. alright gonna train my Legs musclar already before its too late.. & simei basketball finally changed the RIM to the Suspension.. is like after SO LONG.. maybe waiting for like 10 years already now they change.. is like quite hard to get the ball it.. cos the RIM is like facing upwards.. alright.. i gtg slp already .. d nite.. Ciaos

HOHO i am back again.. 4th NOV not gonna say life sucka or wad just let it be.. i understand time run real fast 1 blink of eyes.. i am like 22th already lah.. is lke OH MY GOD.. i think not too suking this year.. cos i dint ask too much for anything.. anyway.. a pretty bored 1.. maybe with family just eat some nice food & just carried on my 22th years.. gonna celebrate its not my effort.. is my mother.. she is the 1 who bring me to life.. anyway just 1 mistake i am jus gone.... is just like her birthday.. cos she successfully bought this boy which is me out of this world.. alright.. shall not preach too much.. anyway.. nothing much jus some normal routine? haha.. thanks for all the wishes yah.. Cheers.. ((: